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| Well a lot has gone on since the last time I've updated. Been playin the field, so to speak. I've dated quite a few women these past few months and I'm actually really happy about that. It's kept me emotionally in check and overall I've been really damn happy and proud of myself. But sleeping with just random girls, while fun, is almost completely out of my system. I would still sleep with super hot girls if the opportunity presented itself, but having sex for the sake of having sex is done and over with. Maybe I'll finally find a girlfriend who has a high libido. A girlfriend does sound nice, I've been single for over a year now, but eh, I'm not in any sort of rush. | | |
| I've had the original ever since I started, and even today when I log in, this is what I see:
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| Hay gais sorry it's been a while since I've updated my Xanga. I've just haven't had much to talk about as of late. Nothing new has happened. Work has slowed down a bit I get 25-30 hours a week which is good and bad. I like having all the free time but I get cabin fever so I end up going out and spending a ton of money. My best friend Ashley started going out with this guy named Matt who is actually pretty cool. A really funny guy. Vanessa doesn't talk to me as much anymore, I don't really know why? I think I made her mad at some point but I dunno what exactly that may be. I don't really care though, everybody thought I liked her, and even I did too at some point, but this time apart really showed the true colors of how I felt and I realized that I just liked having somebody around as opposed to her in particular. Carol told me straight up that she and I can't hang out anymore (this was like in September so it's not really new news). I finally obtained my 2nd Degree black belt which is a cool accomplishment but I don't feel any different, really. I have a date on tuesday with this girl named Pia who I met recently. She seems really nice so we'll see where that goes. Tonight I am double booked. James is having a party at his house and so is my friend Monique over at her place. So I'll probably stop by James before work and then go to Moniques after. I went to Las Vegas in the beginning of November and almost got laid a few times but couldn't quite seal the deal...I know I'm still new at this...but then I still had a BLAST it was sooo fun. We're probably gonna go back in March. My financial situation is still a piece of shit. I hope this lawsuit gets settled soon so I can help pay off my debt. Lastly, I've been really happy. I had one really bad episode the night of my birthday party but ever since then I finally manned up and just moved forward and I've been really happy ever since. Most people think I've become a hermit now because nobody has really seen much of me. I've been trying to spend less money and not eat out as much and I want to try and lose a little bit of weight. I can't do that if I'm always going out and spending money though so fuck that. Anyway that's a short little update on my life and I hope you guys are doing well too! Take it easy, Xanga! | | |
| So I've realized that recently I've been having a sort of emo skid in my posts and my attitude and what not. And I just want to reassure you guys that I am absolutely great. No matter what happens I will still wake up every morning and be the same sarcastic and asshole mick that everybody knows and loves. I will still love my life and I will still welcome all of you with open arms. A few dry spots here and there in my life won't change the bigger picture that I am, and always will be, magnificent! <3<3<3 | | |
| I'm 23 years old and I need to start acting like it! | | |
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